Nationals… a
race I’d been looking forward to, really, since I left Nationals in July of 2011. Last year, despite the best efforts
to plan and organize, my trip came unbuttoned then back together after some
unexpected events thanks to the kindness of others. This year was going to be
different. This year, I’d fly WITH my
bike so as not to lose it somewhere in the western part of the country. This
year, I’d have the support of my husband and our friends. Honestly, I was giddy
with excitement and anticipation once the school year ended and I could focus on getting ready.
I’d raced
two NUE’s in the Spring, so after my last hundred miler at Mohican on June 2nd,
I’d planned to focus on speed and tempo work during the month of June. By the
end of June, I was feeling exhausted, so I took about 4 days off from
regular training. It pained me not to get out on those gorgeous, June days, but
I knew my body was crying out for a bit of rest.
On July 3rd,
we flew out to Utah and drove up to Ketchum, Idaho all in one day. 19 hours and
1 speeding ticket later, we arrived at our condo where we’d stay for the week.
The air was crisp, clean and was filled with scent of the fresh pine that was
all around us. I couldn’t have been happier to be there.
For the next
few days we took advantage of the numerous trail systems that Ketchum had to
offer and tried to suck every last drop out of the amazing riding that beautiful
place boasted of. The air was thin, and our legs burned, but it didn’t seem to
matter. Carving our way up those mountains through wildflowers, butterflies and
backdrops of snow covered peaks, then ripping down the dusty trails gave us all
the motivation we needed to forget the pain of the altitude. By Friday I said
to Ron, “I’m not sure if I’m just used to feeling poorly, or if I’m actually
acclimating a bit…”
By race day
we’d pre-ridden our courses and were ready to go. The Cat 1/Singlespeed course
was 1 lap with a 6.5 mile climb in the beginning. It hurt to pre-ride but the
views were stunning and the downhills were ripping fast. Fun! Ron pulled off an
incredible finish despite not feeling his best.
That
afternoon, after a solid warm up, I lined up with the nation’s top female
riders. This year I’d moved up a bit with the 2nd to last call up.
Yes, progress!! There was something unspeakably inspiring about lining up (albeit
several rows back) with the women who are representing the U.S. at the Olympics
this year. What an honor.
The race
started with a sprint to get in a good position before hitting the single track
that led to that first, killer climb. Ten seconds into the start, there was a
crash in front of me that I was able to navigate my way around. 2nd
to last call ups have their benefits! I made a couple of passes through the
rocky single track and started my first of those five climbs. Words, pictures,
even video clips do not do this climb justice. It is easily the hardest climb I’ve
raced. In fact, while we were pre-riding Ron looked over at me and said, “I
cannot believe you voluntarily flew back here to race this course.” It’s a
gravel road, straight up the ski slope that takes the majority of each lap
time. For me, it was about 12-15 minutes per climb and I actually tipped over
in my granny gear on the pre-ride because I didn’t keep my cadence high enough.
Photo by Spoken Chain |
Photo by Spoken Chain |
Photo by Spoken Chain |
Back to the race… once I made it into the switchback downhill section, I tried to focus on my breathing, drink, and take the descents as quickly as possible. This seemed to work well and I made another pass or two. I pushed hard, tried to stay focused and appreciated the encouragement greatly from Ron in the pit and Mike, Ali and Mark on the climb throughout each lap.
By the last climb, I
was cooked. I didn’t know if I had it within me to get up it without walking
for a bit. I’d seen some others dismount
which made it all the more tempting. A sweet, older gentleman looked me
directly in the eyes, smiled and said with great confidence, “You KNOW you can
do this.” Right then, I made my mind up and pushed through the burning to get
to the top one last time without dismounting. It was a small, yet positive
victory.
Photo by Spoken Chain |
I finished
19th that day and was elated with a top 20 finish at Nationals. As I
flashed back to last year and compared the two races, I knew I’d ridden
stronger and with much more confidence this year. More importantly, I had so. much.
Fun!
Just as I’ve
been drafting this particular post, the same message has come to me twice from
different friends. It seems so appropriate to close with. It states, “Your best
is always good enough, because it comes from you, and you are always good
enough.” –Madisyn Taylor
I know
without question, I gave XC Nationals my best this year, and I will never
forget the memories made in Idaho and Utah, all of which I’m so thankful for.